A NATION BROKEN
America in crisis
A NATION BROKEN
I was intrigued by Mark Levins’s guest's words on his show today. She kept repeating how she 'leans on her faith.' When she faced possible cancer, she dug deep into her faith to deal with that, etc. I was where she is, spiritually, for decades. I dug deeper than anyone to enable me to beat a terrible sexual addiction that I literally hated and knew how it displeased God. My faith was not strong enough to beat that addiction. So, I spent hundreds of hours searching in God's word for His truth that would set me free. He eventually revealed Himself to me, and I learned to fear Him, which allowed me to repent, and receive the Holy Spirit. That gave me the incredible experience of knowing the joy of His salvation, and set me on that miraculous journey of living in Christ where there is no sin and no darkness. My book explains that it took me far longer than it should have to come to this place because I was totally alone, I received zero help from pastors, elders, priests, counselors, or so-called Christian authors. I had to unlearn all I had been taught from parents, pastors etc, and arrive at a place where I was actually searching for truth for God’s sake, rather than my selfish desire to feel better about myself. I literally despised myself. Along that journey of searching for God, He actually ’spoke’ to me a couple of times which helped me on my way. I share those experiences in my book.
I spent almost 2 decades in America 1992-2011 researching 'Christianity,' only to find that it didn't work for anyone. Everyone I spoke to in churches in several states, along with their pastors, unashamedly admitted to sin. The reason Maureen and I went to America was to help church-going people to understand there was a far better life guaranteed for them. We had spent three months vacating in America in 1989 and had been invited to stay with ‘Christian’ families instead of motels. What we witnessed in five out of six homes broke my heart. These folks [adults] were all in leadership positions in their church or ‘Christian ministry’ they were affiliated with. I returned to New Zealand broken-hearted. I could not get the pictures of what took place in these homes out of my mind or heart. Two years later, after much prayer and discussion with our church peers, we closed our business, sold our possessions, put our debt-free home on the market and bought flight tickets to America. Six months after we arrived, one of our sons came to join us. It took 12 years to attain green cards, and during that time we completely ran out of money, had nowhere to stay, and nothing but a small car and our clothes. We refused to do paid work because that would be illegal. But God miraculously provided everything we needed to survive, legally. We volunteered for charities and ‘ministries,’ and even churches, where we learned how corrupt those places were. It was an eye-opening experience I can assure you. In all that time, I never once felt stressed, alarmed or anxious about our situation. I just simply trusted God, and left it in His hands. It was a great faith-growing time for me. Miracle after miracle was orchestrated by God. Truly amazing. Mind-blowing!
I wrote a book on my return to NZ which not only declares God's plan to overcome the evil that has captivated America recently, but how His plan can set anyone free from any addiction. PLEASE read it. It's like Kayleigh's, but then again, not. I have taught for a decade or more now that today’s gospel is nothing more than a crutch for weak people to lean on. When I heard Kayleigh' say those words today, I felt so bad for her, that tears came to my eyes. She is obviously a very nice, honest, moral, decent young lady. But very sadly, she has been conned into believing a lie. Far worse than that, millions of others have met the same fate.
I was diagnosed in mid-2016 with prostate cancer. After scans, it was actually aggressive stage 4 prostate cancer, metastisised into my right femur, and I did not have to dig into my faith to deal with that. My personal relationship with God allowed me to simply accept the news as any other news. ‘It’s going to rain tomorrow,’ or something as mundane as that. The human heart has just three main arteries. My heart showed 10 artery blockages, two years after my cancer diagnosis and they refused to operate because of my cancer being so bad. I would die on the table if they opened my heart up. I fought them for two years, living and doing everything I had always done, not being told details about my heart. I eventually won the battle and they made me sign a waiver about the high probability of my death on the table. Then I was given the 3D diagram/printout of my heart. One artery was 100% blocked at the very start of it, and the angiogram read-out could not see any blockages further along that artery until there was one at 80% and then, close to the end, another at 96%. The rest of that artery was behind the heart and did not show on the read-out. I have to assume there were other blockages along that route. The aorta was 20% blocked. One other artery had three blockages. 90%, 58% and 70%. The third had three blockages: one at 80% and two at 81% Never once have I had to ‘lean on my faith.’ God is my strength, provider, comforter & protector just as He chooses to be any or all of those. I am absolutely 100% reliant on God for all things when it comes to my health, finances or every other aspect of life.
The second night, about midnight, after my open-heart surgery my heart rate raised quite rapidly to 250+ beats per minute. The indicator on the monitor above my bed went to 250, then the background color changed to a dark color which did not let me see the red numbers on that screen after that. I never felt the slightest alarm or anxiety or stress at all. In fact, when the special team of veteran nurses with a heart specialist arrived about an hour later, I joked with the nurses and laughed with them, as they all ran around like chickens with their heads cut off, discussing what they thought could be the problem, or how to fix it, but never getting to it. I could hear my heart making strange noises in my chest. It was fascinating, and I tried to get an audio of the noises onto my cell phone, but failed. I am too old to understand tech stuff so I did something wrong lol. However, about three hours into this mad scramble by the team I went back to sleep. They never found what caused it. It dropped back to what was acceptable after several hours.
If you haven't noticed by now that Satan has taken over the hearts & minds of all those who hate Donald Trump then this 1/6 charade on Prime Time MUST convince you. A big chunk of America has now become a hater of truth. They unashamedly stand in from of the cameras spewing absolute and obvious lies to the world. In my book I predicted this was going to happen. America is now unrecognizable as a free democratic society. There IS hope though. God's given us the answer, and my book declares that. PLEASE read it with an open mind.
Get A Nation Broken from Amazon or B & N today and find God’s true gospel that will allow you to live as I do, once you have met the conditions.